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Laying in bed tonight trying to rest as I close my eyes the tenseness' filling my body, my paranoia running wild I wish to find someone to help me get rid of this feeling this dread I want to show my scars...not just the ones I wear outside...but the ones I keep hidden inside ,as I breathe pain rockets through my body to my very core I wish to find the one who can cure me of this pain and loneliness take my mind away like her..the one who got away my back tightening as I grow truly feeling my wolf nature wanting to be free
Every time we kiss...everytime we touch laying there in bed our bodies tangled in each other wrapped in the sheets ...I try to make it perfect but it fails,I fall alittle short...everytime I try to do something right...i fumble and fall, and yet, you laugh..and without even trying,it's perfect, and I just want to grab you arms around your waist and kiss you untill it feels right, until its perfect, you pull away turning moving back and I get a lump in my throat a fear in my gut..what have I done, are you angry,upset...i see you leaving as you look back a smile hidden behind your hand as you motion me to follow a giggle escaping as you turn to run and it hits me, as long as you're happy...thats perfect for me
in the science of alchemy...the 1st rule is nothing can be gained unless something of equal value is lost...this is the law of equvilent way waround ive been racking my brain trying to think...what could i give up that comes even close to the equivlent of your heart....your love...and my me there is nothing i could give in this life to compare to even a second of the time you give to can anything this simple fool give equivilent to your smiles and your happiness
One side screams for me to let you go...the other wants me to hold on for dear life...which do I will I says listen to your head the other..says go for my heart...the never ending struggle...I can't stand this civil war on the inside...should I keep struggling trying to have you by my side...trying for live...what my heart wants...or should I let you go...stop trying...and live with the fact that you'd always be the one who got away...i say that but...i guess you weren't technically the one...i never had you by my side...the battle on the inside...the casualties of my love and soul...would that be the right thing to do...i can't tell...all I want I'd for you to be happy...even if im not the one who makes you smile...if its not my name on your lips when you have butterflies in your matter what ill be by your side... You're important to me...should i fight...or give up...i can't loosing the war on both fronts...
Like Icarus...i got to close to the sun in my watch as my wings burn and smolder as my body hits the earth...i should have listened..should have learned in this kinda thing..some one always gets burned
well i just did a month and a half long job working cross country construction i went from texas to york nebraska,then from there traveled to a small town called madras ,oregon then went to a even smaller town called cherokee ioowa only to have to return to york nebraska then finally make it home XD im tired and sore but i feel pretty good 
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James Weger
United States
umm well im a very fun guy to get to know
current Residence: Death weapon meister accademy
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Favourite genre of music: metal baby
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Personal Quote: "my philosophy on life im going to make others happy even if im not so that maybe just maybe ill touch someones life and change ot for the better so when i die maybe ill leave something for me to be remembered by"-James Kyle Weger

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